this ones for the misfits, the freaks, the enemies.

Today is the first day of the 2nd semester – 3rd term. I have 2 new classes. Gym 3rd period and Intro to bus tech – 7th . Gym is just grrrrrrr. But this class hopefully will be worth it. I hate needing credit. I have rehearsal till 4:30 today. We start blocking. I really don’t feel like going but I have to. I’m the lead. :p I auditioned on Saturday for South pacific @ Salisbury School. I kicked butt. The Director loved me. She wants to keep leads in the school but she gave me the songs to prepare for call backs for ppl up for the leads. So I definitely have a part. Possibly a lead but I don’t really care if I get a lead. I just want to be in it. Go me. I just want to be able to see Jared all the time. Which I’ll be able to.
After my audition Jen(she brought me) and I went to the mall and walked around wanting to buy things even though we couldn’t. We looked for promise rings for her and John. I saw Josh + Jon WOO HOO! I was so happy. They’re always so nice to me. And they’re both so adorable. Josh wrote this amazing book and I started reading the first 3 chapters last night online. josh is so great. Oh my god. He understands me. He respects me. He hasn’t gotten annoyed by me yet.
(Peter + Jake :/ *YELL*)
I think after rehearsal I’m going to practice my all shore music(gasp) and then if and when I talk to Josh I’m going to see if I can go to his + Jons house to get the book. I hope I can. I really want to finish reading it. I don’t feel good.
Peter + Jake really depresses me. I’m so pissed off at Peter. He knew that was going to happen. I told him not to. God damnit. Jake. What the fuck were you thinking? I hate this. I’m so mad at both of them. I’m gonna start crying.