Wednesday Feb 5th, 2003
1) Jared was supposed to come over tonight – but he had some “venture crew” meeting. He’s the vice president. I really wish he didn’t do that. I mean I’m glad he does things he likes but it’s frustrating. I was going to ask him to be my boyfriend tonight. That’s why it’s so frustrating.
2) Choir – All Shore. GRRR! Auditions are supposed to be this Saturday but the Shakespeare workshop is also this Saturday. I think right now it’s more important for me to go to the Shakespeare workshop. I mean I’m performing Shakespeare in a few months for the first time. I need to learn all I can about it. However, that means that I have to talk to Mrs. Oldham about it. I can’t do that. She’s going to be so mad and yell at me. I can’t haev that. I don’t need the stress from her. I have so much stress from everything else that her bitching at me would probably make me go off the deep end. I’m just going to try to civilly talk with her and explain that I feel it’s more important right now for me to go to the Shakespeare workshop.
3) Jared. I want him so badly. He’s so hot. He makes me feel so good. He treats me so well. He cares about me and he’s totally honest about everything. He’s so genuine. God! I can’t wait to see him again. I really wish that I could have seen him tonight. I was going to kiss him. But I guess that’s a good thing that I didn’t see him and didn’t kiss him because when I do it will make it that much better because we’ve waited(had to wait) for so long. I can’t wait to feel his lips press against mine.
I’M GGGAAAAAAYYY!!!!
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