this ones for the misfits, the freaks, the enemies.

Really? New years resolution? I dont believe in them. I say f*ck that. You’re really gonna make a big deal out of saying you’ll put all your effort in the next year into ONE THING? You’ll never make it. These declarations are almost alway mindless for almost all that make them. Why? Simple really. New years resolutions rarely have any substance behind them as its all about appearances. Making others think that you’re FINALLY going to make a change. That you actually care about the things you don’t like in your life. Well I say that this is mindless because if you actually cared then wouldn’t you be working on the bad things DAILY?? Not to knock anyone down from their dreams! I am sure there are those who think January first is the perfect and only divine time to start bettering themselves. But if you want actual legit change then it must be taken day by day. Step by step. Sure have an eventual goal. A desired outcome. But then you have to leave the outcome alone and focus solely on the current! The present. Each moment has to be its own special and unique experience. It’s not about where you are going its about how you get there. Do it all honestly and with out preconceived ideas about how it should happen. Focus not on what you want but how you’re going to get it. And don’t disrespect yourself or anyone else on the way. Don’t do anything that you know deep down has a negative consequence. I’m sorry to you but all things come back around. Call it karma or whatever you desire but what you put out WILL return to you in one form or another. So it just doesn’t make any sense to me to make one resolution at one time during the year and not make every single day a special and unique experience towards achieving whatever goal you have set for yourself. Every single day that you have lungs that breathe is special. “Bad” things might occur from time to time, that’s juts life, but how you evolve is based upon your reactions to what happens to you. And evolution is an all inclusive thing. It’s not skin deep the way most people who gain a lot of “successes” quickly believe. They think that the good things in life only matter if you can afford them and a lot of people know who you are and always want to be around you. Not true. It just doesn’t work like that. And especially if you have hurt others along the way. It will all come crashing down if you’re not responsible. Take care and make every single moment special. Love one another. But don’t make the mistake that I have made all too often… If you need to disassociate with certain individuals DO IT! Don’t keep that negative energy around. That’s just time bombs waiting for the right opportunity to mess you up! Get rid if the bad and only accept the good. The great. The things and people that are best for you. Judge accordingly. It’s okay to protect yourself and those you love. This is part one. Part two coming soon.

Don’t remember where I found this…

“Knowing this, wouldn’t it be a good idea to begin to use the two most powerful words, I AM, to your advantage? How about, “I AM receiving every good thing. I AM happy. I AM abundant. I AM healthy. I AM love. I AM always on time. I AM eternal youth. I AM filled with energy every single day.”

You don’t get it
you just don’t get it
I wish
I could have said it
Better
But you just
turned around and
walked away
You left me
with nothing
and expected me to be okay

You don’t get it
You just don’t get it
Separate but equal isn’t
equal
My skin might be dark
what you call dirty
But at least my brain
and my soul
are sparkling

You don’t get it
I love him
And us getting married..
Shit,
means nothing to…
Wait! Means so much more than you!
You don’t get it.  You white fool.
You’ve never been better… never, not once.
You’re not, better.
You don’t get it
We’re all the same

I have been reading a lot of books lately with subtle themes of inequality and I am so heated when I think about the enormous amounts of hatred… argh.  This came out from it.  I made a video of it but not so sure I’ll post it as I am my own worst judge.